HEY! I MISSED YOU MY BLOGGY

Its been a long time I haven't here its like 4months ago? :((

anyway, i just want to share something to you about me these day !

today i feel really bored, and today my CONTRACT at TOY KINGDOM is END! and have to find new again. I feel sad recently bec. i haven't here for a long time bec of no much time to be here and can't share my thoughts to you everyday ..and its like half of my energy is gone!. :/

GIRLS NIGHT OUT!^^ THIS IS WHAT IT IS! :P

w/my peachezz (BFF) 

<3 <3 <3

I DON'T KNOW WHERE CAN I TRUST! :((

I'm alone, living in rent apartment, I'm trying to be happy but can't...........

what should i do of this fucking life!!!

I'm tired of tears!

Tired of crying!

Tired of waiting!

Tired to trust anybody!

Tired to understand my auntie!

Tired of searching!

Tired to be alone!
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I need a friend!

I need a family!

I need someone can understand me, can make me feel that I am important and I'm not alone!!!!!!!!!

LORD, please forgive me for being selfish!!!!
            Please help me  to know me!
            Please encourage me to become your child!
I AM SINNER !!! :(((((((((((((((

COMPATIBLE!! (GREAT COUPLE?)

lesson + learn + challenge !!!!!!!!!!!

SOME OF HIS PHOTOS SAVE IN MY FILES

some of his photos that left in my files, .

I will post it here bec. i want to deleted his pictures in my files... anyway we're finish so why should i still keep his pics? .. right?......

WAS OUT OF MY MIND

at work!

i got mistaken when i spell the batch number three, imbis the correct is : 

  All TK Good Evening! all number 3- all number 3

but my spell is All tey key Good Evening! all number sex all number 3...

hahhahaha what in the world happen to me! where is my mind?!!!

and the manager heard my spell and then she automatically seeing at the customer service and watching on me like she wants to kill me! ..and then i directly go out and break for a snack time..huhuhuhu patay nku ani..haahhah 

WORK IS FINISH! GOING HOME AND STOP BY AT COLON

me and jeremy is waiting for che-che outside, she's the last one na mauli it bec. she's the cashier so before she going home she need to count the money w/ the manager ..
and when che-che is finish she got hungry and she want to ate and i need to ate too bec. i need to take my medicine for my eyes allergy and today jeremy receive his salary! hahaaha filipinos always wanted a free.. so i ask them to have a snack at bakeshop near colon so we stop by at colon then jeremy pay the bill sa amu gkaon..haha ..  mao r2..even though ngit-ngit nah! ngpicture pa jd..haha

anyway jeremey and che-che is my workmates.. :)

hahahaa..at colon ra nag snack its bec. the snack house is already closed bec. its already late at night its 10pm..but there's a a good snack house at IT part but its far from here so we have to use here in colon. its okay anyway. .hehehe naa ra pa jud nglingkod sa daplin ky mg closed na sad ni cla duh!!not lucky! BATOG STYLE!! HAHAHAAA

HE MAKES ME REALIZED THAT FILIPINO IS GOOD ONE AND HE'S THE ONE

its been a long we haven't see each other its like a years, and now he change a lot. and i can say now that i like him and i realized that filipino is a good one than a foreign man... i love his style and very patient!! <3

then we had a dinner @ Sm mall (chowking) and I'm very full . then we went to the gym @ abellana nag jogging siya! I watch him while nag jogging siya and he's cute and he has a hot body that girls wanted!.

ONLY GOD KNOWS EVERYTHING ABOUT ME

its really hurt!!! what auntie says . dli kno malooy niya. i just only use her dn mapugos pa jd ko pghatag niya. cge lng kno ko gasto2. pro wa lng xa kabalo nah kng unsa ko ngtipid karn e compare before . din gtagaan pa jd nku sya ug 2,500 . pro wla rmn nku ang ako. mkabao siya kung unsa siya ka important sa ako life! maipakita nku niya na wla ko ngdao sa ako sweldo . 3k+ ra biya 2 ako 1st sweldo pro ky gusto ko na malipay or mkaingn sya na lahi na jd ko krn ky sauna . kamao nku mgdala sa ako kaugalingn . ,grabe jud! pirme nlng ko niya pasakitan storya. she never think na n.work ko dn late nku sa gabie mauli kapui kau . sakit pa jud ako batiis. duh! ambot nlng mura ra jud ug ako ra isa. wla koi family..hahai

GOD REALLY DON'T WANT ME TO HATES PEOPLE'

last night when I'm on my way home from work. nkasakay nku ako isa ka worksmate dn wla jud xa respeto promised as in mkahangit jud kau. ky cge joke2 na kiss ko be! what in the world ! dghan kau mga tao amu nkasakay dn ntan.aw abi palang in ana rku kaubos . pro i know joke ra2 niya. wla jud manners he acts like no education! nainit jd ako ulo . lami kau bugnoon. ambot nlng. pro a min. ago. ni plete xa dn g.apilan ko niya kunuhay. dn nabugnaw ako ulo i realized it just a joke but still not good what he had do in front of a lot of people in the jeepney, dn he is a good person but only he know nothing about manners and respect maybe his family are like that! mostly its depend on what style of the people around him!..

but, GOD MADE IT! I KNOW! he find ways to make me calm and don't hate that guy!..
GOD thank you so much!!! <3

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