LIFE GOES ON! so I NEED TO START OVER START SOMETHING BETTER

No one ever said life was easy' There will always be someone who will break your heart' You may be sooooo depressed you just sit in the corner and cry for hours' but i just have to remember life goes On!
and my auntie is still here for me :)

waiting vincent lui

ahuhuhuhuhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu, where are you now? I'm waiting for you..
now that i want to be serious and want to be with you but you didn't show up ,,why? why? now? I really need you now ! please comeback to me!..
I promissed to you I will be serious  and never do foolishness..

finally in home (cebu)

hehe I'm happy but maminaw na sad ko ani sa kasaba...hahay faet..
btw, i want to be serious now i want to concentrate my bf vincent lui..

sakit kayo ako heart :/

                                             ( onie)- Cresente Bregaudit 3rd

I meet him' today w/ our friends but i saw him in my eyes that he hold the hand of leslie.. i never though na mgkauyab jd cla leslie. bec. leslie hate man i think, and onie knew that leslie having a girl relationship before and that girl is his girlfriend before too ...huhuhuh i didn't think that i got hurt when i saw onie with another girl bec. we're just only closed friend for 4yrs but the problem is I'm fall in love to him (onie).. I'm really crazy, falling in love to a friend..
pagkita nku nla onie w/our friends in college dn onie first see me then he say hi julie dn gitangtang dayun niya iya kamut kang leslie pgkita nku nla..dn wla nku gtagad dayun c onie ky nasakitan ko ngtan.aw and i feel like I want to cry but i realize na its my fault bec. i didn't tell him what i feel and he didn't know what i really feel so i say to them hi and then i go away .. :/

I'm not free!

huhuhuhu why i have to hide those things? if someone wants to talk, but I'm afraid? why? maybe I'm afraid bec. there's a lot of chismosa people and knows about me and if they see anything/everything i do then they will quick tell to my auntie and specially every moves i do they make it big deal and spread it to all merida people and specially to auntie then my auntie easy to angry when she heard anything from people talking about me. so if I live here in merida then i have to be carefull alot. :(
why they will do that to me? I'm just a normal girl who live w/a rich auntie and known here in merida but I am not a daughter of auntie maybe bec. we have the same blood and every moves i do they think my auntie also like that...
why mostly people in merida are very chismosa?huhuhuuu kakapoy bah nla...
in short - I'm scared to AUNTIE!

duh! sometimes my auntie is indignant' but i have to understand her bec I LOVE her very much!?

hahaha what in the world

someone visit in my house and express his feelings to me haha
OMG' he's my meighbor pa jud, I don't expect him that he will do that to me>.......
huhuhu I don't like filipno-- only onie!

nothing to do

when i miss onie>>>>> .i hope that someday ma out nah siya sa ako mind and ♥..

I'm so bored [][][][][][]

nothing to do all day, wai mabuhat cge nlng ko ani tanga..edit2 computer,tv, eating , cleaning and sleeping..wooohuhuhh..but anyway sometimes i realize this will be ok as long as dli nlng c auntie magyaw-yaw ug kalit mangasaba ug kalit even though i didn't do anything... but i know God has a plan for me but is not yet my time maybe someday/soon...

my auntie ♥

this is my auntie, she's still sexy, she is 46? old now..
she's like my mom to me .♥

ako na feel krn sa Ginoo..

yesterday afternoon nisimba ko dn.I realize  krn na kng mkabati ko sa kanta sa simbahan gaan kayo ako feelings dn wla koi na feel na mkahilak ko or afraid unlike before when i was in cebu bsta muagi na gne ko ug simbahan dn mkabati ko sa kanta sa simbahan murag matandog ako feeling bsan cge ko smile pro mukalit lng ko ka serious dn mkahilak dayun ug mg emote, din remembering my life, my situation bsta mkabati ko kanta sa simbahan ug muagi...why is that? maybe sauna maksasala lng kayo ko labi nah wa koy simba simba ..dn krn bstah muagi ko simbahan dn mkabati sa kanta sa simbahan nindot ra ako feelings gaan kayo mura way problema ...

내가 onie보고

this is what am doing when am bored...........
always nalang siya naa sako mind..
maybe am crazy>>>>

14 hours

7am ni gikan pdung tacloban ngkuha passport,naabot didto 11:26am din pag.abot pa jud dghan tao.huhuhu dugay jd ko ani mkahuman.dn pgtawag na sa ako name, hatag daun sa mga document,sus' ky kuwang pa jd dao ako documents ky kinanghanglan jd cla 2 valid id..shitttttt ky expire na ako uban id. so so philhealth id ug NBI nlng ila gpangayo.dn niadto daun ko NBI gamay ra noon tao sa NBI so nkakuha dayun ko.dn human niadto adto daun ko philhealth pra mgkuha id. pg.abot nku didto 3:15pm nah wla pa jd ko ng lunch .dn ako no. 31 pro ang nka post na did2 ky 25 pro dugay kau naisbog ky busy kayo mga tao. after 40 mins next no. na dn human paspas na ang ila pg release dn pg abot ako no. 418:pm nah dn kadyot ra kayo na release ako id..hayyyyyyyy thanks GOD nahuman nku dn balik dayun ko DFA pra mg submit dn abot nku didto wla nai tao ngkuha passport so ako nlng dn g.check dayun ako papers after gitawag dayun ko payment dn human did2 picture daun for passport...dn hoooooooooooo nahuman na jd tawn ko tanan dn nakuha jd ko passport..thank you jd kayo LORD nkakuha jd ko passport.! dn uli nme uncle hapit me ormoc for dinner dn the time is already 7:28 pm dn after dinner the time is 815pm pdng nme balay merida dn kusog pa jd kayo uwan huhuhuu..naabot me merida 9:11pm nah and my house is so dark...huhuuhu 14hours jd me wla sa balay..I'm so tiredddddddddd

lauren and kent

 

i watch the whole season but the best dancer is lauren and kent , when i watch this it makes me feel well =)

 

난 내가 로렌 같은 춤도 출 수 소원  and키스는 아주 뜨겁다..^ ^

habal-habal

wowowwoo gpaadto ko n lola sa bukid ky mgkuha sa papers din nisugut xd daun ko ky arun mka experience ko sakay sa habal-habal yooohuhuhh it was really nice to ride a habal2..atlast nkasakay na jd ko.. sauna cge lng ko tan.aw sa habal-habal na muagi kng when ko mkasakay ana..pro krn nkasakay na jd ko..yeehehehey lahi rmn gud ang motor ug habal2 sakyan... :P

antie says

the only thing that can make us happy is..not a family,sister,friends or hang out..but the "opposite sex"..ehehehe is that right? but but, how can i do that? i don't like to have serious relation or to have a filipino bf...I'd rather die than to marry a filipino guy or I prepare to be single until old. .

hi hanna watch this video . he is so amazing artist!

up in the mountain

we we're up in the mountain w/grandma and uncle.. nag follow up sa nag kawt  sa ila yuta ngadto ky naa kunohay gold ngad2 as the people say they found out @ the scanner..but I don't believe it ! hmmmm pero ok ra ky pg uli nmu nkadala mn me ug butong din bisaya manok..woowowo..

today

today, I made a pancake for our snack w/marry ann
then we watch movie 'just in heaven' ..
after that marry ann say's your pancake is so delicious and its hard to find to anyone that kind of taste** haha i'm blushing bec. no one ever told me that! but anyway it just so easy to make a pancake..hehe maybe she just say that bec. she haven't do that.and also she say you look good when you cook':P hehe but my auntie told me that you can't be a good chef cook..hahai :O

missing him :/

I hate the way you walk
hate the way you talk
hate the way you look at me
I hate the way you smile
Hate those big brown eyes
Cause I know they’re not for me
Cause we can never be
More than friends
And it hurts me
Every time I close my eyes
All I see is you..

wooohuhuhu I'm so dramatic..sorry blogger **

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