I'm late! :( didn't get to enter the gate bec. I'm late and its already close!...huhuhuh langayan jud kayu c chingmae.. .
hahai, gkapui nku!
hahai, gkapui nku!
HEARTACHE
natinood jud ang gi.ingn ni sa iya dream na naai kauban c josh na girl, long hair and skiny and i am there and act nothing. looy dao kau ko ato sa dream ni auntie bec. I'm not the one na kauban ni josh but the indonesian girl.. grabe jud ni c auntie noh natinood jud iya dream dn indonesian jud.. hahay kafaet sakong life... ambot! wla nku gana mgminyo or makig relation.. i just to be alone in my whole maybe.. its better than carry a luggage i don't own. . my nalang gne nag work ko din busy kayo ko sa work so not really na mkafeel ko sa sakit bec. i need to focus my works para dli masayop arun dli mkasab.an sa manager. wla pa rba jud intawn ko nkasab.e ky sa uban nku kauban first time pa lang gne nkasab.an nah. until now. . but me wla jud tawn..cguro sa work lang ko LUCKY! but in relation bad luck ko !!! :((
ok ra. dili ko maminyo basta naa lang ko anak ..anak ra jud ako dream sa ako life .. but dli pinoy. gusto white people, like american, europian, british, or korean pero kung dli gne in ana akong maging anak! my pag wala!..
:(( :(( .. POOR JULIE (ching)
ok ra. dili ko maminyo basta naa lang ko anak ..anak ra jud ako dream sa ako life .. but dli pinoy. gusto white people, like american, europian, british, or korean pero kung dli gne in ana akong maging anak! my pag wala!..
:(( :(( .. POOR JULIE (ching)
4 DAYS AT WORK
working is so tiring! but that's the reality, we need to work so that we can stand our own! anyhow to have someone made you perfect and specially to GOD!
and to have my josh it will made me strong and perfect! he's my inspiration and i love him so much! every time he didn't mail me that's made me sad! reading his message everyday made me tired less and inspired me a lot and make me strong!! :)
and about my auntie: I am feel sad to her, I want to help her!. when i came home last night auntie told me about her feelings and she's crying. it bec. she don't have any profession not like her siblings, has a profession and future! :((
and to have my josh it will made me strong and perfect! he's my inspiration and i love him so much! every time he didn't mail me that's made me sad! reading his message everyday made me tired less and inspired me a lot and make me strong!! :)
and about my auntie: I am feel sad to her, I want to help her!. when i came home last night auntie told me about her feelings and she's crying. it bec. she don't have any profession not like her siblings, has a profession and future! :((
FINALLY I GOT A WORK!
On thursday I'm going to start my work. :)))
but I'm really not feeling well today ,I got head ache!
you know, i was thinking this work is really hard to make a leave for holiday bec. I assign at Costumer Service and they want me to be a regular, so its like i need to stay here for a long time i mean many years . then my josh is coming this Sept. then what can i do? how can i leave my work? and if ever god's want .soon like december I'm coming with josh to visit his family at alabama. .and if i come with josh w/o any permmission from my office and my auntie I'm sure I got fired, no allowance and .when I'm coming back here i have no more work or no one would support me bec.I am not really sure if josh become my husband and I don't know what should our plan for us but I am sure I really do love him.. but i am feeling to stay in philippines bec. I am free specially if i have work and live by my own..really i am free.philippines is very different to other country..
but i am worried about my auntie bec. its in my feeling that soon no one will support her so i need to go to other country and work and help her a little and also to have a family bec. that's my dream and have a cutie cuties half american baby.. :)
but I'm really not feeling well today ,I got head ache!
you know, i was thinking this work is really hard to make a leave for holiday bec. I assign at Costumer Service and they want me to be a regular, so its like i need to stay here for a long time i mean many years . then my josh is coming this Sept. then what can i do? how can i leave my work? and if ever god's want .soon like december I'm coming with josh to visit his family at alabama. .and if i come with josh w/o any permmission from my office and my auntie I'm sure I got fired, no allowance and .when I'm coming back here i have no more work or no one would support me bec.I am not really sure if josh become my husband and I don't know what should our plan for us but I am sure I really do love him.. but i am feeling to stay in philippines bec. I am free specially if i have work and live by my own..really i am free.philippines is very different to other country..
but i am worried about my auntie bec. its in my feeling that soon no one will support her so i need to go to other country and work and help her a little and also to have a family bec. that's my dream and have a cutie cuties half american baby.. :)
A PICTURE OF ME THESE DAY
with my sister <3
SOMETIMES LIFE IS BORING W/O SOMEONE WHO CARE AND LOVE YOU
hahayyyyyyyyyyyyy, I'm tired of this life! gkapoy nku kasabot ka blog? kapoy nah, always lng ko pasakitan sa n auntie dudahan.hahay kakapoy na jd , wla mn ngmahal , walay nag care. duh! ambot mamahala nalng ko ani. bstah mkawork na gne ko mupuyo ko ug ako ra isa .huna hunaon nlng nku na wla koi pamilya ngtubo ko na ako ra...
anyway today i went to SM mall to follow up my work and i stop at coffee have a hot caffe latte then thinking of josh, my life and about auntie ..i feel want to give up everything i don't want to stay ..when i think of josh its kind boring bec. i feel sometimes that he don't care much about me and he's not sure about his feelings to me, I don't know?! my life is full of loneliness..duh ambot gkapoi nku tanan. !
anyway today i went to SM mall to follow up my work and i stop at coffee have a hot caffe latte then thinking of josh, my life and about auntie ..i feel want to give up everything i don't want to stay ..when i think of josh its kind boring bec. i feel sometimes that he don't care much about me and he's not sure about his feelings to me, I don't know?! my life is full of loneliness..duh ambot gkapoi nku tanan. !
when i went to SM
at coffee shop waiting my coffee ;)
A MESSAGE TO MY AUNTIE
Auntie don't be too judgemental, you really don't know yet what's going on about our relation ! I know he did love me as much i love him (josh) and you believe him already as what you told but now, change?? you believe but still want everything, and specially you already talk to each other ! why you always change your mind??? sometimes I'm feel bad to you and get mad! but i have nothing to do just to listen :((
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BABY I FOUND YOU ♥♥♥
I can't really imagine this thing happen to me!!!..hope it would never end.. i have never been into this way..all day all the time every second all is in my mind is josh!! my god what happen to me!
GOD, thanks a lot . you always make me happy and even though i never do things from you but you still love me, you still care for me, you always there for me and you give everything i ask,. ohh GOD your really amazing!!thank you so much.
GOD, thanks a lot . you always make me happy and even though i never do things from you but you still love me, you still care for me, you always there for me and you give everything i ask,. ohh GOD your really amazing!!thank you so much.
YOU NEVER FEEL HOPELESS IF SOMEONES OWN'S YOUR HEART
it bec. I'm inlove to you josh, i never feel hopeless anymore! anyway I've been at the city get a requirments for work and having medical at FHM health clinic.. I'm going around and its so hot huhuhu I'm getting darker now :((. I almost finish my requirments the only thing is not yet finish is my physical exam but when i think of him it made it all worth! ..
huhuhu I miss talking to him..♥ can't wait to see him..hahayyyz
:P
huhuhu I miss talking to him..♥ can't wait to see him..hahayyyz
:P
I DIDN'T EXPECT THAT I'M FALLEN INLOVE !
i like someone here and i didn't expect that i got a feelings like this! you know its been long time like almost a week that i didn't check my blog or post a blog . I forgot everything when he's coming into my life and all in my mind is him and always thinking about him about someday when we are together can't stop think of him!! huhuhuhu maybe I'm crazy now !! before all guys crazy inlove on me but now ? me???? oh my god! what to happen me.. can't explain this feelings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AM I REALLY INLOVE TO HIM? that GUY???
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