NEW BEGINING NEW LIFE STYLE

huhuhuhu last night ni transfer ko hawz sa ako cousin my father side and its really disgusting place its a lot of people outside, and when i take shower its just only in front of the door  and a lot of people will see if you take shower and there's no water i need to buy water 1st iF want to shower and washed clothes dn sudlonon pa jd kayo huhu sikisikit kayo mga balay ug kwarto huhuhu but but dli ko pwede mg inarte ky pobre ra bia ako parents pro duhh!! grabe ra xd ni ky public kayo sa tanan wla ky private place kng kailangan tah maligo. ..happy tood ko ky nalayo nku sa ako auntie wla nay mg cge yaw yaw nku wla nay mgpasakit nku pro in ana mn sad ang epuli..hahayyy anyway if i start working then i will transfer a place a better place not like this...this place can make me FEEL SICK!!

  grrrrrrrrrrrrr

OUT OF MIND

i recieve a text message na dli ma dayun ako interview this coming sunday sa korean shoping center huhuhuhu excited pa nmn ko .nilakaw nlng ko coffee shop again @ coffeebean drink coffee while listening korean sad music..and think about the things happen these month na akoy ngdala sa malas nla auntie iya family sa tanan nahitabo .. :(((  ako jud nabasol sa tanan hahai UNSA MAN IAY KO?? 

kng niwork pa lang ko dayun k2 pg.ingn sa ako friend na naa trabaho ngpaabot nku sa korean shoping center. dli untah main-ani tanan.. dli untah mahitabo tanan!!!!!!!!!!
huhuhu asa nmn ko ani mangaply? paeta sako life ui..ng yaw-yaw na sad c auntie nina gitumboy na sad ko ge.insulto paeta ani ui..anak raman gud ko ug pobre dli d.i pwede mglingaw2 ang anak sa pobre dli d.i pwede mangambisyon ang anak sa pobre?? hahaayyy ..KANUS-A PAMAN KO MADATU????

sa sat. nyt muad2 nku sa ako cuzn side my father but dli ko musulte ni auntie nah dli madayun ako interview krn sunday ky kasab.an na sad ko dn maybe dli sad ko niya paadtoon daun stay in my cousin @ mandaue..hahai paeta nmn!!!!

anyway the picture of the guy who's CRAZY inlove to me!!it was yesterday picture after my interview @ afternoon ..after starbucks!

after having dinner :)

@STARBUCKS AFTER INTERVIEW

yahoooooo' i pass the interview @ toy king dom but sad to say na they call me next week and the manager say that I"m over  hired but sayang coz I'm late..huhuhubut anyway they still want me to call next week they want to hired me..
anyway its ok bec. i still want the korean shopping center..yahoooo my interview this coming sunday and I'm soo excited.. yahooooooooooo...

and this is a pic. after my interview I stay @ starbucks having coffee latte :)

shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ;P

FIESTA DAY! @ MERIDA RECREATION CENTER

 bridget classmate b4 (EZRA) and me :)

he always wanted to take photo togethere :)

he is cute ;) but i like korean's most specially to ONIE! hehehe ;D

shhhhh :P that night I dance w/him heheh grrrrrrrrr ;)

 My nephew (brailey)

 bridget w/her classmate

 bridget & roland :)

 i ask my cousin (bridget) to take a photo of me alone but he wants to join ;P tsk.tsk

w/my nephew (brailey) :))

POOR JULIE -- A PICTURE 꿈을 꾸는 사진작가..

 

HAPPY LESS :(

when someone invite me a party/dinner or hang out my auntie always say that cge nlng ko lakaw even though wla ko me attend hahai but the things na dli jd nku ma carry na my cousin's invite me then auntie don't let me go out ! as in mkahangit kayo cuzn pa nmn dli jd musugot mkalagot.. plastic mn tali ni c auntie! duh ambot ..tagsa ra bia untah kau ko mu spent ug time nla specially na far cla....ok lng kng friend nku mu invite dn dli musugot c auntie pro mga cousin's na gne ky mu init jd ako ulo huhuhuhu wa jd koi kalipay .I'm not a kid na not allowed to go out!!!! duh!!!! shiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

I FEEL SORRY FOR RACHELLE

she work hard in auntie's house like washing all our clothes then she expect that she can come with us here in cebu stay in our house while she's not yet working then she expect that she can work @ call center that my ate will reffered her but somethings bad happens in our house then we all guys think she's the one who do that but for me not really she is .bec. she sounds innocent but she's the one who use my coins w/o asking permission but when i ask her about that she say she did but I'm angry abit bec. she didn't ask permmision 1st. .and my ate and auntie say you cannot come with us and can't work in cebu where i want to reffer you unless you didn't find the ring..ohhh i feel sorry for her bec. she didn't find the ring then she can't come with us then her eyes looks red like she is crying bec. we suspect she's the one who get the ring ...for me not sure! :((

LIFE IS NOT EASY TO STAY

so many things happen this month and i hate it! now i decide to stay away to my family stay out of auntie's life, I think i need to find my apartment and live alone ,I don't wanna do this but its too much i got hurt many times and i can't stand this pain !!!

all the bad things happen they blame me and said that i am soo malas.bad luck of their life and its really hurt to hear that auntie say that i am fake, liar,plastic. i don't know what to do? is there anyone can help me or give advise ?? I am really tired of this life.. ate landy's ring was lost during that fiestah night ad auntie's ring was lost also last night and all that things was my fault auntie blame me.but now i feel a bit relief that auntie's ring was found just today in the morning! last night when I do searching the ring in all room i feel like want to die i want to give up! even though i am so sleepy i still do searching and while nangita ko , c auntie always yawyaw pangasaba then sulti ug sakit murag iya tan.aw nku hayop dli masakitan ...after all this thing, i decide ! to live alone stay far away to my family!!! nig uli nila kuya mangita dayun ko room dn mu work dayun ko bahala na bsan unsa na work bstah mkawork lang ko pra mabuhi nku ako self dn dli nku magsalig nila..ky dili nku gusto msakitan pah !! ky ang sakit dili mawa , mwa lng toud kng ulog ulogan ko n auntie but still mgpabilin lng gihapun ang samad sa ako dughan bsan unsaon pa nku ug kalimot or lingaw pra dli lng maremember nku but still naa lng gihapun ang samad!!

WE'RE GONNA BE THIS CLOSE AS I DON'T EXPECT

haha  kuya bradmel son my nephew are so closed to me and share his secrets and i share it to him also i can't imagine to share those things(secret) w/him bec. he is still young he's just 10 years age but the way he talk serious things it sounds like he is big like same as my age..hahaha so funny. but i like him he is the only nephew that i have and closed to me.. want to have fun and going out w/him ..maybe someday when i got a good job a big salary then save it then travel to kuya's places ! I wish it!!!

GO BACK TO LEYTE AND STAY 4 2WEEKS THERE W/COUSINS

just preparing my things to go back leyte and stay 4 2weeks there and a fiesta day celebration w/cousins then after 2weeks back again here in cebu and planing to find a work and my own apartment and start for something better in my life that i can stand my own and i don't ever wait to vincent ! he's always changing his mind and i don't like it! i want to maried @ 30 age so that i can enjoy my life and find my own money and buy my own thing don't ever expect from other!!!..

WOULD I GIVE UP THE RELATION BETWEEN ME AND AUNTIE??

she is the only 1 i have..!!!
sometimes mkalibog kayo c auntie ..sahay mukalit kasuko ..even though she s not sure that its my faults/mistakes ,,and i was thinking maybe i have to leave her and stay far away from her place that she can't find me anymore then i will find a work and rent apartment and live alone and after 4 years maybe i will find her but anyway I am not her daughter that she will cry when I am gone...but I still love her and treat her as my mom! sometimes kung manumboy siya nku dli nalang naku e mind pra dli sakit sa dughan pero naa man jd time na dili na nku makaya iya mga sulti na sakit kayo mura mkaingn nalang nko its better to live alone like a street animal than to carry so much pain in my heart.. even though dili pa siya sure na its my faults mukasaba jud siya na way kahumanan din maabot na siya sa bad naku na past na binuhatan muana pa jud daun siya na gigamit lang jd nku siya! pirme lng ko niya e compare sa ako sister..dli jud siya maminaw kung its my faults buh or dili and iya jud matuman..pero niantos lng ghapun ko ky siya nmn ako g.isip na mama if ever wla na siya. mgpuyo nalang ko ug ako.. ang ako jud sakit ky kung yawyawan ko niya maulian ra sad baya ko dayun labi na maayo na kayo siya nku or when she make a jokes her jokes can make me smile .din makalimtan dayun nku ang tanan...

   I've never use her I just only follow her command!!!  :(((((((

LAURENZ DO MASSAGE TO MAMA

kuya brailey is teaching to laurenz how to massage to mama hehe :))

MY ROOM IS SO MESS

 

duh! hugawan kau ko. gpanglabay lng nku mga sinina mga karsones...heeheh mura sad ko dli girl..